I'm listening to one of the most powerful song I've ever heard.  He wrote it on the top of a mountain in central America when doing missions work.  We need more music like this.  I wish it was up on the net, because it should be shared.  But the lyrics are the best I can do:

I don't want to hide from the pain anymore,
it's too hard to try.
And I don't want to hide from the truth anymore,
it's too hard to lie.

These days, much thinner runs my blood,
and I'm bleeding more without Your love.
What thoughts are these that evade my soul?
I'm bleeding more without, more without control.

I don't want to mourn for the loss I've endured,
it's too hard to cry.
And I don't want to run from this life anymore,
it's too hard to fly.

These days, much thinner runs my blood,
and I'm bleeding more without Your love.
Still haunted by every fear I hold,
what I'm needing far outweighs the pride that keeps me numb.

I need you. . .

-- "The Awakening," by Touch